Jonathan's Voice Mail

[drivesadesk]

Hey! It's Jonathan Walsh! Super sorry you didn't catch me, but leave me a message and I'll definitely get back to you.

Comments

[fauxmarth]

[:T..........]

She is, yes. Part of Aegis Force. She uses healing magic. If I give you her name, will you please contact her to get fully patched up?

[drivesadesk]

Yeah, sure, I could do that. But what about you? It sounds like you're waiting to heal naturally, yourself. Why don't you just call a healer?

[fauxmarth]

It... [er.] It's different. I'm...not sure I can explain it in a way that makes sense, but...this is something I have to do without shortcuts.

[drivesadesk]

Well...can you try? Because I'm really not getting why you'd be so worried about me healing naturally when I'm pretty sure you were hurt worse.

[fauxmarth]

[she did not call you to get called out ok...,.

a pause.

hhh.]

It's because...I killed that man. The Negotiator. And I just think that...the weight of that needs to be felt fully. Without shortcuts. To accept the consequences so I understand the cost.

[drivesadesk]

Considering what he did, he definitely deserved it. You shouldn't feel bad about that, I've done a lot worse than you.

[fauxmarth]

I-it's not about who has done worse than whom...it's just. [exhale.]

It feels like something I should do. To not lose focus.

[drivesadesk]

Lose focus on what? You solved a problem. Now the problem's solved. That's a good thing.

[fauxmarth]

But I ended someone's life in the process. I shouldn't just...brush that off. I took away his chance to redeem himself, Jonathan. If he never returns, then...!

[drivesadesk]

Then it's just the same as when you kill someone in the real world. Which happens.

[fauxmarth]

Right.

Which means I-- [hrnh. she hesitates.] I just...I...I earned this, I guess. This is the price. I should pay it properly.

[drivesadesk]

No...Lucina, look. I get that sometimes the villain repents. Obviously. I mean, there's me. And you shouldn't go around killing all willy nilly. But he was actively attacking the moon and stealing people's free will, your actions were justified.

You killed someone while fighting to make all the mind control stop. You did what was necessary, it wasn't that bad.

[fauxmarth]

[she makes a soft, unhappy sound, then falls quiet for a beat.]

But...what if I...what if I didn't do it for the right reasons. What if it wasn't about justice? What if I was just--just scared and angry. That's...that's not right. That's not justice, is it?

[drivesadesk]

That's still justice. Those feelings come with meting out justice all the time. That's how I felt when I killed the guy who killed Ozzie, and that was definitely justice.

[fauxmarth]

...

[hhh.]

Then I shouldn't feel so guilty about it?

[drivesadesk]

Exactly! Now you're getting it!

[fauxmarth]

I...I don't know, Jonathan. In my heart, it still...it doesn't feel right to simply wash my hands of it so quickly.

[drivesadesk]

I guess.

It was easy for me. Should I be worried about that?

[fauxmarth]

Well, I've never been lauded as the most rational, myself...so perhaps you're more closer to reason than I am in this regard.

[drivesadesk]

Yeah. Maybe.

[fauxmarth]

Either way...I'm not letting myself bleed out over here. Neither should you. You'll see a healer to patch yourself up properly, yes?

[drivesadesk]

Okay, yeah. But I wasn't bleeding out or anything.

[fauxmarth]

[gentle sigh.]

Right...well, either way. Next time I see you, it best be in one proper piece.

[drivesadesk]

Yeah. I'll get this healed, don't worry.